Suicide Solution - Moleskine

so...yeah...this is my first from the new Moleskine i got...it's bigger, which i like...and i love this piece. it's supposed to represent something that someone told me about...and my interpretation of what I would've done if i knew what was going on...i can't really explain...

i have a lot of symbolism stuff that I'd like to list:
-he actually since got his hair cut, but this is how it looked...and it's supposed to represent how he can't really see me...metaphorically...
-my hand is over his on the knife because i feel like I could have a stronger hold on the situation...
-we're far apart because...we're far apart, so far...
-i feel like i portrayed myself nicely in this...i think the fact that i'm beautiful is a play on 'im beautiful, too...you just can't see...' thingy...
-it's also called 'Suicide Solution' because he's a huge Ozzy fan and that's a title of a song of his...i really like it...

DONT ASK. D: